Cinderella's Tale

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

-frowns-
oh man.. i don't like this at all..
i just don't understand how someone can be so at ease and happy with herself. i can't seem to be able to achieve that.. i really want to but its really difficult. just today, someone said something and that immediately made me doubt my actions and the way i portray myself. i don't think she meant anything deliberately but nevertheless, it did affect me. its tough and pretty impossible to be so happy with oneself that you don't mind what others say. at all.

yet on the other hand, i know that im special just the way i am and the most important person in my life, God, loves me for me. its perfectly normal and acceptable for me to have personal worries and troubles. so why do i feel so insecure??

you know. i read my friends blog and they seem so happy and contented with their lives, each day filled with meaning and purpose. friends keep them company like forever. and smiles are no fewer than the most you can count. does this mean that they have no tears and frowns in their lives?? i don't think so. everyone has her fair share of problems up and down and its just the different way we approach them that determines the outcome and emotions that dawn upon us.

oh yayness!! penning down my thoughts have surely helped me realise the 'solution' to my problem with myself! before this, i asked God why it was that i felt so troubled and worried and i believe that God wrapped his arms and provided me with that security to take away that li'l uneasiness. thank you God!

now at least i'm happier.

- P E R F E C T I O N -

The Princess

Sarah
+christian+
seventeen
Temasek Junior College

Dreams

Get into NUS faculty of Arts & Social Science
Walk under the nightlights of New York
Stay for a day in the suburbs of London
Ride a horse on the beach of New Zealand

Other than the first one, the rest are really quite unattainable, aren't they?

Wish List

castle
prince
glitter dresses
white horse
room full of clothes and shoes,colour-coded
pretty garden with lavender & roses
champange
After Eights
gingerbread man

Fairytale enough for you?

Hanasu

Girlfriends