How could this be happening
it must be a dream
a nightmare to be precise
cause in it you hated me

You looked at me with disgust
lothe and hatered too
yet i clung to you, held on tight
you, that mast in the raging sea

The waves were making me giddy
i puked, but you did not care
barrels of saltwater washed down my throat
burning my will, i despaired

The flinging of my being in the waves
tossing me around mercilessly
drowning, my breath of life gone
you remained heartless and cold

A flickering light in the distance
i knew there was someone there
though the chance to live was before me
to leave you, i could not bear

Stupid and crazy you may scream
its exasperating to reason with me
for how illogical it may seem to thee
it makes perfect sense to me

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i saw my father's hand holding a baby in the clouds while running by the road during cross-country. that's what i like to believe.

big thanks to ALL [teacher and friends alike] who took encouraged me along the tedious and lactic-acid-producing-in-the-muscles way!

muacks! to bev clar and evan for being special and not following the whole lot of people to the same place as we got onto an unknown bus 165 and let it take us where it took us. for we will go where the wind blows us to. which we gladly ended up in a quaint little mall comprising of just 2 stories. that ain't really a mall right? well, it was FUN in a quiet way. and have i mentioned all those marvelous books in TIMES that i so plan to get?

"what sizes do you carry?"

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YAYS!! no more examinations at least for the rest of this week. next week would be horror to get back all the results =(

today was FUN FUN FUN!!!!
actually it was quite uneventful
walked around bugis village to look for bags

me: its so hot. I LIKE THIS PLACE! [standing in front of a fan]
even: er... sarah, you're blcking somebody who's blowing
me: -turns back and looks at the lady sitting on the chair some distance away from the fan-
opps! >.<
clar and the others: *laughs*

went to mos burger and pearlyn and evan ate.
we were so fasinated with clar's milk tea and i wanted to help her pour in the milk but she wouldn't let me

clar: you want it to be a white arh!

then as pearlyn was sitting with clar, she was unable to eat her beef and rice thingy in peace.
poor pearlyn! should have warned her that clar had this THING for poor cows being eaten by man!

talked quite a bit in mos burger, about all our animal experience and while evan was telling her story of her being scratched by a cat while she was trying to make friends, she started CRYING!! everybody was stunned that she was crying and i personally thought that she was still hurt that the cat did not want to make friends with 6 year-old her.

we saw a CHOCOLATE FOUNTIAN!!!! yummy-licious!

took neos sharon and pearlyn happily took their own sweet time to decorate since there was no time limit! they were so happy! =)

okie. now's the EVENTFUL PART!!
clar, evan and i proceeded to east coast. the sky was a little dark already but no worries! we had to go there to fulfill our long-lost dream! sat on the breakwater [ which prevents soil erosion!] the waves were splashing higher and higher and i was getting SCARED! SERIOUS! furthermore, we kept on seeing the scary flashes of lightning in the sky! the worse part of that?

me: I SAW IT!!! *scared look*
evan: i saw it too, on you. the light was on you.
me: HUH!!!!
clar: but if you don't feel a tingling sensation its alright one. the lightning is not after you. if it is, then hurry up run and seek shelter.
me: -horrified look-
evan to clar: its the electrons moving up the body right?
clar: DON'T SCARE HER LA!
me: can we go can we go can we go....

after we went to sit down on the TABLE and talked and evan went to practise being emo, the rain got heavier and heavier. SO! WE DECIDED TO GO BACK! yet, we were held up by the loss of evan's handphone so we went in the drizzle to rescue her phone!!

and because we were held up, WE. WERE. STALKED!!! it was SCARY! =X
kudos to evan's over friendlyness! tsk van! haha.
there was this tall lanky guys with half a shirt on who was doing this. run. drop. do push-ups. run. drop. do push-ups. run. hug a tree. run. CLIMB a tree! it seems funny now but it was NOT funny then. it was strange. what was worse was that he waved to us from a distance and i, not thinking that anything was wrong WAVED BACK!!! how stupid was that!

here comes thescary part. he was sitting on the steps as we entered the DARK and LONG tunnel! then we started getting scared and started grabbing hands and then all of a sudden, WE RAN!!!! our hearts were beating super fast and all the blood was rushing madly in our arteries!

eventful right! cannot take it. tsktsk

oh the bus ride was nice! *winks at clar* haha

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BIG THANK YOU TO YOZZIE, BEV AND DORA FOR GIVING MY THAT LITTLE BIT OF FOOD TO WHET MY APPETITE DURING THE EXHAUSTING EXAM PERIOD!!! ^^

What if one day i jumped into the middle of the swimming pool with my clothes on??
What if i screamed before flinging myself into a whole lot of plastic balls [those you see in carnivals]??
What if i took 50 bucks to splurge on Kinder Bueno and ate them all in a day while watching WHAT A GIRL WANTS! ??
What if a bought a bottle of Marlot wine, emptied the entire bottle, fill it with shiny stars in soapy liquid and gave it to you as a christmas present??
What if one day i see you in the distance and run up to you grinning at FULL SPEED and jumped to hug you??
What if i decide to take up piano all over again??
What if i see the end of a rainbow ??


go ask me if you want to know what i would do k! =)

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