Tuesday, July 11, 2006
My heart feels contented
After studying today with bro and gwen, at around 6, i took a little walk around the 3rd level. It had just been raining and the air smelt so fresh and clean, like that morning's dew. Wisps of clouds floated about the baby blue sky oh so gently. I never felt so at ease with myself in school before. You could say that it was because i was alone and there were no distractions to distract me from appreciating God's awesome creations. The school was beautiful. For the first time.
I wonder. How many of us are able to leave the hustle and bustle of life for just that minute or two, take a deep breath and look around. See how the trees and their rustling leaves say "Good day!" and the birds chirp their wishes for the day? It's just amazing to see these wonderful life around us. I love the way the night smells. There's this very special night smell that makes me wish i was by the river under the stars. How fairytale!
Many a times, we get so caught up with the pressures of our work and studies alike that we fail to embrace the heavenly sights and sounds amidst the yelling and screaming in our hearts. Caved in by our own desires and distractions, we become unhappy and agitated. What a waste of a perfectly God-blessed day!
One other thing that i thought about today was how insecure we are, I am. The need to feel appreciated and understood devours me. I'm afraid to question too much for fear I'll hear what I wish not to hear. That's it. I heard something I hope I read wrong, if I didn't, all I can do is relieve myself of that misery and let it pass.
- P E R F E C T I O N -
The Princess
Sarah
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Dreams
Get into NUS faculty of Arts & Social Science
Walk under the nightlights of New York
Stay for a day in the suburbs of London
Ride a horse on the beach of New Zealand
Other than the first one, the rest are really quite unattainable, aren't they?
Wish List
castle
prince
glitter dresses
white horse
room full of clothes and shoes,colour-coded
pretty garden with lavender & roses
champange
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gingerbread man
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