dancewithme!

2007-11-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

Will blogging help to improve your writing? Just a random thought =)
CLAR AND MAZIAH HAVE FLOWN OFF TO GREECE AND TURKEY. I miss them already.
Its such a sad thing to be stuck in Singapore!
Clar, you HAVE to fulfill your mission and relieve me of some of my sadness =(

2007-10-31T15:17:00.001+08:00

Why is it that we find it in ourselves to care and hope for someone else. Why do we even bother when the other person might not even appreciate the thought and the effort or worse, brush your concerns aside and view you as being a busybody. Won't it be so much easier for ourselves, to be spared the disappointments and heartaches, if we just got on with our lives and see the people around us as mere friends who we won't keep in touch in the future? Yet the concern and the want to show how much you care is so strong that we go ahead with trying to shower love onto our friend and end up facing hurt and sorrow.

We refuse to allow the fear of being pushed aside or misunderstood hinder us from saying how we feel and acting in love and friendship towards each other. Very often, our actions are misread to be those of a self-centered nature, only being displayed so that we will stand to gain. Why can't people just allow themselves to believe trustingly that there are those around them who sincerely care for them, instead of barricading themselves, and reciprocate the concern as well? Is that too big a request to ask for?

A thought a was just playing with on the way home.

Badminton team lunches always make me feel happy =D

2007-10-06T13:06:00.000+08:00

My hottest.

Please don't frown. I miss you too Mr Tatum! I will fly over to see you soon, my prince =) Kisskiss.

2007-08-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

children make me smile =D

2007-07-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

i love acting like a kid, though that DOES NOT reflect my immaturity. thank you =)

Watching disney and crappy shows- i watched Blue's Clues while having lunch yesterday!
Twirling and jumping around when walking down the street on the way to Bedok Interchange.
Swinging hands like a little child.
Grining madly just to get what you want, and if that doesn't work, a pout might do the trick! =D
Reading Nacy Drew books about the peanut butter jelly bread mystery.

Yozzing, i'll be a kid with you!

2007-06-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

When the pain gets to you, find a good friend to whine to.
That was exactly what i did when i called brobro and hazel to moan and groan and whine to! haha! Unlike my dear sis who ignored me [haha!] brobro and hazy ended up whining TOGETHER with me! *grins*

I spent the entire morning and afternoon at home, can't believe it. BUT, i went out with clar and hazy to cut hair, which was a hilarious experience, and to the LIBRARY!! I can't wait to read my books, though they are so extremely bimbotic and bitchy! gosh. who cares, i'm a girly girl =)

2007-06-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

Prayers work wonders =)

Clar, Mazmo and I sat at Macs to eat branch. played with half a pancake and smeared SWEET CORN MARGERINE and maple syrup onto that poor terrorised pancake. I was the lousiest spreader or us three but it alright! i was sitting at a weird angle and who wants to the title of being the best spreader anyway! =D That mixture or margerine and maple syrup ended up looking like kaya. haha!
Played with ideas of going back to CEDAR!!!!! but didn't.
Going to the library. Sad.
Ruled shopping out cos' we were tired. haha!
Decided to take pictures and make a SCRAPBOOK! *brilliant idea by yours truly*
So we went to hunt for supplies =) walked all the way from macs to the interchange without coming across any! THEN, we decided that we were tired so we comtemplated to GO HOME!! and then striked that off cos' it was too sad! like gosh man. haha!
THUS, WE DECIDED TO GO TO PARKWAY STARBUCKS TO SIT AND STARE AS THE WORLD GO BY. and we did just that! it was lovely. talked so much, about themost random stuff like the japanese laughing show and everything else that we talked about and made so so many confessions [mazimo!] and met so many people, not really but still met wenbinbin and group!
I started to feel not so good so we went home around 4 plus.
Clar was like a mummy on the way home can! keep pn wanting to treat me NOT out of the goodness of her heart. haha!

clar chey chey! No matter how strange you are or get, you'll always be my brobro =)

2007-06-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

Figuring out what the Pride & Prejudice accompanying material is rambling about is hard work! But the satisfaction you get you finally make some sense of it is WOW haha!

The horrors will commence TOMORROW! Let's celebrate!! Gosh, the stress is getting to my head.

Anyway, I just adore going to church and seeing my pretty smiley friends SHI, FANG, SAM, GRACIA etc etc! haha! and the most important thing, GOD!! yes yes! =D
Trust in him and when you've already done your best, everything is in his hands ^-^ Love the comfort and affirmation he provides, really calms my soul. lalalas!

2007-06-22T08:49:00.000+08:00

I love being airy fairy princessy!

2007-06-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

EMAILS ARE SCREWED. i need some chocolates to calm down. Gosh i sound like a crazy person ha!

2007-06-13T10:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU JESUS
AND IF ITS QUITE ALRIGHT
I NEED YOU JESUS
I NEED YOU DAY AND NIGHT
I LOVE YOU JESUS
TRUST IN ME WHEN I SAY
"WO AI NI!"

i seriously think i'm super fortunate
i have a great family, the downs though more than the ups help me appreciate them more
i have perfectly sweeeeeett friends!! they are my angels i tell you. so sweet until get diabeties! and their random smses just make me grin stupidly at my phone! AND their " I LOVE YOU! <3">

Sf retreat was a reflective period of time for me, of what my priorities were in this life. Its time to redirect my focus and learn to be God-dependent instead of self-dependent. I like SF retreats so much!

I had a whale of a time with my sis last night! Playing monopoly and taking TONS of photos, over twenty. GOSH. i never knew my silly sis would be so crazy with me, first time!
hehe.

KB!!! i want my box of chocolates! WRAPPED AND RIBBONED =))

2007-05-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

Reaching for the one and only
without God's strength and his comfort, i would not have lasted till now
It's getting mean and ugly and fear grips me every night
i don't stop praying
i believe that God knows what will come out in the end and that my life is in his hands
angels will watch over me and guard me
he is the only one who will last for eternity
the only one whose promises count
I'm broken inside
it hurts i can't breathe properly
its like a nightmare
but i hold the your words and pray everything will be alright

2007-05-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

isadora! our talk over the phone last night WAS a longing come true! not a dream =p FINALLY called you at the espense of my work >< haha!

my list:
humourous
spontanous
mysterious
SWEET
.
.
.
.
and since no one can be the first 4, i'll stop there =D

OH MERRY MY, i think i'm in nuts and going to go high on sugar!
woffled down 3 ice cream!! BEAMS!

2007-04-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

I'M IN A SOOO BIMBOTIC NOW *flings arms wildly* =)
ANYWAY, i don't wish to study
i simply refused so back off darling
don't force me, i'll bite
instead, i so want to swing by my girlfriend's apartment to drink milk tea! HAHA!

tournament starting next thursday: tjc vs njc
don't fear sweeties! we've been training hard so let's not let our hard work go down the dirty smelly drain, yeap, that's not a place for us hot babes and dudes man!
JIA YOU! we can do it. nothing is impossible as long as our mind is strong!
love you guys and girls! ^^ *blows a kiss and flings arms wildly AGAIN*

back to complaining about studies. GOSH, why do they pile up homework and still expect us to do well in tests! or maybe they don't. BUT, i have a lack of time, considering the fact that i spend my entire morning SLEEPING cos' i don't get enough during the week.
I don't care! i will really drink milk tea today!

Yes, i'm done with my whining. back to the books! shoots =)
notice how i want to drink milk tea? LAUGHS! i don't know why either =))

2007-04-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

UNGLAM-NESS
total rampage of my life!
esplanade + honeydew dipped chocolate + daydreaming = perfect waste of time, but who cares! if you have the time to spare that is..
its just headaches from trying to be studious, and loads of panic attacks from not succeeding!
Oh, and emotional unstability from not being able to bask in the music of the night!!
THE HORROR!
great, i feel a panic attack coming on all over again. ha!

2007-04-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

training yesterday was not good, seriously.
it's getting really stressful and pressurising.
BUT, when all else fails, there's always chocolates =)
nah, there's always God.
"i have my faith."
spilled it out with sis and bro, i felt so much better
i'm sorry bro bro! i'll tell you right away next time k?
i really felt horrid and didn't feel like talking..
ohana means family and family means no one gets left behind.
really thank God for my beloved family and squirrel and my coach =)

hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.
With God, there's always hope..

2007-04-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

I KNOW WHY PEOPLE LIKE TO GO TO THE BEACH!!
because you'll get the feeling..
it's like the wind, you can't see it, but you feel it
"what do you feel?"
Joy, wonder and LOVE..
what do you know about love? since you said
"i'm not allowed to date."
well.. "i have my faith, but don't you?"
that love exists everywhere.
even places where tears run the dusty path of a child's cheeks
for without suffering, there'll be no compassion
you retort,"TELL THAT TO THOSE WHO SUFFER."
gosh, you're one big jerk.
but i'll wait for a miracle.
You're upset, " she never got her miracle.."
"but she did, it was you."

"You're my angel.."

2007-03-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

Oh man!

Why is it always maths. plus econs now.
soon, geog will join the gang.
Tired tired tired =(

Maybe ice cream or chocolates or cakes might help!
Maybe not.

I know i'm not making sense, they're just random thoughts.
Great, I feel emotional now.
Gosh, sounds like i need serious help. Haha.

2007-03-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

i have a sudden urge to blog now cos' i've been doing maths = depleting brain cells = me being very tired cos' i'm so not a maths person!!

i seriously want to like you but someone else also does too. BOO =(

would i regret
if i never tried to touch your hand
and look you in the eye
but how would i dare

my pen ink would run dry
to tell you how i feel tonight
a phone call's not enough
maybe 2 or 3 might satisfy

i look for your smile in the crowd
from up above i search below
heartbeat increases
willingly i pray

wo xi huan ni! ^^

2007-03-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

i like partner!

We went to her house to eat INSTANT NOODLES WITH AN EGG for lunch - where the yolk spilled out like LARVA!!! ^^
and made really funny and loud noises and had a good laugh about it!! *BEAMS*
We took LOADS OF PICTURES with the entire animal family and rolled all over her WATERBED! when i first leaned on it, i shrieked cos' it was so soft! hahaha.
love it! i feel so young again, playing with sweet li'l things, PIKA AND PATRICK ARE A COUPLE MAN!!!
Partner and i made her bed and acted as maids for the first time today!

Today was extremely memorable and fun! First time i've been to partners house =) GREAT!
I will really miss you dear! Everytime i'm with you guys, i feel so good about myself, so comfortable. =( BOO.

2007-02-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

AJBT!AJBT!AJBT!AJBT!AJBT!AJBT!

Shoots man, i'm in love and its not very good. we'll have to break up soon and anybody with a logical mind and a working heart would know that goodbyes are never sweet! =(

Yesterday, as i thought about how i would have to go to another jc for training on wednesday instead of aj, i felt so lousy! Being in ajbt for 1 month or so has made me love the team so much. I feel attached to it and now its going to be torn away.. With all its adorable members and friendly atmosphere, and even two always shouting coaches, its hard not to like them. I look forward to training man!

Jiexin, XINXIN!! You must remember my jetplane song and remember me, alright. Afterall, we share the same 7 King Kongs! Heh. Nanny Macphee, your presence makes me smile alright. Seriously, you're a joy to be with!

Maye, HOT GIRL^^ You are the hottest can, li'l chilli padi =) Short but cute, you have so much charisma! And one day, we have to go kbox together can, I haven't been there before. Haha. Nuan Nuan! I'm going to miss you too =(

Julia, PIGGY!! =(((((( Darn upsetting. I am going to miss you dear, but, i will keep in touch with you, to complain and whine =)

AJBT! you guys are the best. And i won't forget you hot dudes and pretty babes!

2007-02-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

Isadora, Rach, Chris, Sab, Wenn', Audrie, Yvonne, Stacey, Deb and the whole team to be precise, I will miss you guys so much. ACSI is so far can. Now i cannot go and support you guys anymore. Boo. Scold the council!
All the best for you O'levels dears, with faith and hard work, i'll see you sweeties soon!
And i STILL long for the love in Cedar.

I am so going to treasure the next few training sessions with AJbt man.

2007-02-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going! Quoting my dear ole' sis
"Ah!" Quoting my dearest bro who quoted the old lady in Titanic *grins*
I love quotes!

Cross-country was funny! Credit goes to our one and only Jezebel ah ma! Dear old ah ma is so hilarious! We all decided to take our time and so i was happily walking right at the very back when the gun banged! So funny!
The route in Bishan Park [first time in a park!] felt much much shorter than our normal reservior route, the one with that long stretch of never-ending road. Gosh, that kills. Thus, i managed to survive though i was still coughing, had a coughing fit after that though.
I miss cheering Puma cheers but i'll feel horrid if i do since i'm supposed to be in Panther. Boo! Ah ma was trying to console me, to no avil.

6 more days to... =(
12 more days to... =)
34 more days to... ^^

2007-01-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

I seriously miss the love that i felt in Cedar.

Now, you're not allowed to display acts of intimacy in school! Boo. But we still do. What are friends for if not for the hugs that touch your heart and make you want to cry!

Anyway, I was feeling so lonely yesterday that i was tearing during assembly. And when wenn' and snowbunny came up, i wanted to cry!

And being moody in school feels wrong cause people might mistake you for a bad-tempered, pampered anti-social brat.

This is the first time i've felt so insignificant before.
Oh man, what will i do when feb and march comes.

I can't do it alone
it feels too draining
but there doesn't seem to be anyone
to encourage me

When the sun sets,
he says "Goodbye, be careful its dark."
And then he sends our stars
They wave and twinkle "We're here to keep your life bright."

Everyone loves everyone else But i don't want to be everyone only. What about me being everyonelse?

Could i swap with you if only for a day? Alright, we'll compromise, one hour? But that hour has to be a break. Still not okie? Then what about one minute, surely its not too difficult right. Yes?
If only this could be true. I once thought that as long as others are happy, I would be happy too but i am only human. A girl, which makes it more complicated in fact. A selfish girl. What the. I don't want to feel depressed but i just feel it.
Oh man, my stomach is giving problems as well.

2007-01-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

VIOLA!!

i'm back my dears! thanks for keeping my tagboard barely alive, note the scarsm =) Well, I've decided to come back to REVIVE my long gone blog!

07. Anderson Junior College. I like my OG very much, every one is special, darn charismatic can. I miss hanging out together now that we have our classes =( Boo. What can i say, the people are relatively socialble and friendly. The canteen food is passable, considering that i only eat nuggets and wan ton mee! The lecture halls are cold. Some toilets are good, having full length mirrors, a must for a girl, at least for me! Grins. I'm just getting to know my classmates, 18 of them. BADMINTON is good. Tiring and late, but, good. Piggy is the best! What else.. results are coming out in 2 weeks time?
Have i told anyone that i like lavender? Laughs!

Oh man. The work load is getting heavier and trainings are so late!

Sis and Bro, please treat me to Ben and Jerry's *beams*

2006-09-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

3 and a 1/2 hours walking at orchard cum somerset and i get, A LITTLE BABY BLISTER!

It was so fun! cos' she had ABSOLUTELY NO BALANCE, i kept talking about migrating, we kept making each other laugh, and the best part! we managed to entertain ourselves for more then the initially planned 2 hours!

love you, dearie!

2006-09-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

(Melissa Etheridge)

It's been years since they told her about it
The darkness her body possessed
And the scars are still there in the mirror
Everyday that she gets herself dressed
Though the pain is miles and miles behind her
And the fear is now a docile beast
If you ask her why she is still running
She'll tell you it makes her complete

[Chorus:]
I run for hope
I run to feel
I run for the truth
For all that is real
I run for your mother
your sister
your wife
I run for you and me my friend: I run for life

It's a blur since they told me about it
How the darkness had taken its toll
And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body
But they will never get a piece of my soul
And now I'm still learning the lesson
To awake when I hear the call
And if you ask me why I am still running
I'll tell you I run for us all

[Chorus]x3
And someday if they tell you about it
If the darkness knocks on your door
Remember her remember me
We will be running as we have before
Running for answers
Running for more

Chorus second time after 3rd verse:
I run for hope
I run to feel
I run for the truth
For all that is real
I run for your mother
your sister
your daughter
your wife
for you and me my friend: I run for life

Watching Oprah Winfrey's show, looking at Kyle Maynard & Jim Maclaren & Emmanual's courage to bring themself past their trials inspired me so much to make no excuses and to run for life!

2006-09-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to Clar so she will have something to look forward to when she comes online:

CLAR!!! I have a bad feeling about the prelims as well. Oh well, what can we do. Anyway, I watched and liked Devil wears Prada. I don't know why but I felt connected to the movie. Weird. And it was the first time I watched a movie without actually talking much. Haha.

See you on friday dearie =)

2006-09-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's because autumn only lasts for two weeks, that's why people love autumn so much. It's full of joy and laughter and everyone seems happy and gay. Even the trees, though their leaves turn yellow and fall, seem pretty glad to be the shedding their leaves for our sake!

My delightful, self-sacrificial trees!

Its time to sing a rainbow song! Cause i've decided that no matter what colours get spilled into my life picture, they only cease to make the picture a little more colourful and meaningful, even grey or black. Dearies, you guys as well okie?

SO..

RED and YELLOW and GREEN and BLUE!
PURPLE and ORANGE and BLACK!
I can sing a BEA-U-TI-FUL rainbow
Sing a rainbow
Sing a rainbow too!

Opps! Don't really know the words so made some up *grins*
Tata for now!

2006-09-09T07:55:00.000+08:00

JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL

(Carrie Underwood)

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati On a snow white Christmas Eve Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat Fifty miles to go and she was RUNNING LOW ON FAITH AND GASOLINE It been a long hard year She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention She was going way to fast Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass She saw both their lives flash before her eyes She didn't even have time to cry She was sooo scared She threw her hands up in the air Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I CAN'T DO THIS ALL ON MY OWN I'M LETTING GO So give me one more chance To save me from this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder And the car came to a stop She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock And for the first time in a long time She BOWED HER HEAD TO PRAY She said I'm sorry for the way I've been living my life I know I've got to change So from now on tonight Jesus take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I can't do this all my own I'm letting go So give me one more chance To save me from this road I'm on Oh, Jesus take the wheel Oh, I'm letting go So give me one more chance Save me from this road I'm on From this road I'm on Jesus take the wheel Oh, take it, take it from me Oh, why, oh

the blue words pretty much sums up my life now

2006-08-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

When there was no one else but you, I grin and feel joyful inside. Maybe it's because no one else understands me like you do. Your silent understanding sees right through my soul and my eyes hide nothing before you. I'm empty when you approach and I'm thankful for that. Alas, i go insane with frustration at my incompetence.
Promise, that you will always stand beside me, alright?
You lovely angel in the mirror.

2006-08-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

thank you so much! *big smiles & hug*

2006-08-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

All i can do is thanks God with every single corner of my heart for my friends.

7th Aug 2006, Zena came back to Cedar to visit! I was so excited that i hurried around the school looking for her the minute lesson ended. But that silly girl made me search for her in vain! haha. It was AWESOME, just seeing her again made me think of the good old times when we would have so much fun talking to each other. Plus, i feel that our friendship has grown just a little stronger as well. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. How very true and appropriate!
I missed her so much so that i was reluctant to send her off back home. nana, i want to let you know that i will always be here whenever you need a listening ear, okie?
And you'll always be kept in my prayers, my friend.

I also want to thank God for putting in my life such special friends around me. You know who you are. I feel entirely grateful for you dears who bring so much meaning and joy into my life. I love you guys!

Really pray for the release of Chinese O'level results as well.

2006-08-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking. Why am i so worried about my studies, not doing well, scaring myself out of my own wits? People say its natural, normal. I think not. Especially since I call myself a christian. God cares for the sparrows and clothes the grass of the field, how much more will he take care of me! This thought never fails to bring peace and comfort to me. How I can entrust him with me entire life, every single detail of little me, and know he will not grow tired of taking care of me. Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough worries of its own. Somehow, when I think of this, I am filled with renewed hope and love for the future. A future on earth and eternity with God in heaven. I can't wait. I won't depend on my own strength any longer. My human self is far too weak and I'll just drain myself dry. Only by drawing strength from God will I be able to acheive what God plans for me. He lives in my heart. In a room full of love, lots of hearts and stars, my room.
Everything I go through, good or bad, bad or worse, I entrust them to you.

Hugs to Youying and Ian for being there for me, being so tolerant of my ranting and cheering me up to no ends by being so sweet! I really thank God for you darlings! ^^

2006-08-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

i feel so drained

its getting to me

i want to just sleep

but i can't

2006-07-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

A post that made me want to cry
the first time a mere post had such an effect on me

i could almost picture you sacrificing yourself to protect them
for all that love portrayed in that single post was overwhelming
overwhelming yet so real
i was utterly touched
i've never met any teacher who cares for his/her class so greatly
the affection was evident
appreciate and treasure that person
for you don't get to meet someone like that often
love him/her back

all of a sudden i want someone to hug..

i miss sis and bro.
i miss us.

2006-07-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'll Make a Man Out of You

Vocals: Donny Osmond
ChorusMusic: Matthew Wilder
Lyrics: David Zippel

Let's get down to business - to defeat the Huns
Did they send me daughters when I asked for sons?
You're the saddest bunch I've ever met
But you can bet before we're through
Mister, I'll make a man out of you

Tranquil as a forest
But on fire within
Once you find your center
You are sure to win
You're a spineless, pale pathetic lot
And you haven't got a clue
Somehow I'll make a man out of you

I'm never gonna catch my breath
Say goodbye to those who knew me
Boy, was I a fool in school for cutting gym
This guy's got 'em scared to death
Hope he doesn't see right through me
Now I really wish that I knew how to swim

(Chorus:)
Be a man
We must be swift as the coursing river
Be a man
With all the force of a great typhoon
Be a man
With all the strength of a raging fire
Mysterious as the dark side of the moon
Time is racing toward us till the Huns arrive
Heed my every order and you might survive
You're unsuited for the rage of war
So pack up, go home you're through
How could I make a man out of you?
(repeat chorus)
(repeat chorus)

Briend sang this to me during recess!
She was shy =D

I LIKE SHANG!

2006-07-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

My heart feels contented

After studying today with bro and gwen, at around 6, i took a little walk around the 3rd level. It had just been raining and the air smelt so fresh and clean, like that morning's dew. Wisps of clouds floated about the baby blue sky oh so gently. I never felt so at ease with myself in school before. You could say that it was because i was alone and there were no distractions to distract me from appreciating God's awesome creations. The school was beautiful. For the first time.

I wonder. How many of us are able to leave the hustle and bustle of life for just that minute or two, take a deep breath and look around. See how the trees and their rustling leaves say "Good day!" and the birds chirp their wishes for the day? It's just amazing to see these wonderful life around us. I love the way the night smells. There's this very special night smell that makes me wish i was by the river under the stars. How fairytale!

Many a times, we get so caught up with the pressures of our work and studies alike that we fail to embrace the heavenly sights and sounds amidst the yelling and screaming in our hearts. Caved in by our own desires and distractions, we become unhappy and agitated. What a waste of a perfectly God-blessed day!

One other thing that i thought about today was how insecure we are, I am. The need to feel appreciated and understood devours me. I'm afraid to question too much for fear I'll hear what I wish not to hear. That's it. I heard something I hope I read wrong, if I didn't, all I can do is relieve myself of that misery and let it pass.

2006-06-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

the HORRIFYING prospect of being disappointed by my results is SCARY!
i will do my best to prevent that from being fufilled.
i sound as though someone out there is out to harm me =)
studying with bro is satisfying!
plus, great news that the school will be opened till 7.30pm!
we'll be able to hear that lovely 7pm bell.

news have been spreading that there's a particular trainee teacher that is quite cute
according to some people
note: not everyone might think the same way
i haven't caught him UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL yet! haha
"js will have some competition now!" quote quote
now that's funny!
just a little fun in everyday school life
what do you expect from a bunch of tired and energetic girls??
*beams*

2006-06-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

It's All In Your Perspective
One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people live.They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?""It was great, Dad.""Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked."Oh yeah," said the son."So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.
We buy our food, but they grow theirs.
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
The boy's father was speechless.Then his son added, "Thanks, Dad, for showing me how poor we are."Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don't have.

2006-06-19T09:12:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS AMAZING TIME INVESTED FELLOWSHIPPING WITH BROS AND SIS IN CHRIST! LOVED EVERY SQUISHY BIT OF MUD AND BRUISE =) ouch though. heh

ask me in person if you want to know more!

loves!

2006-06-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

ranting ranting ranting and more ranting!
ARGH!!
i spent AGES just doing 5 questions which led me to the ULTIMATE form of self-destruction. you see, i only got a few parts correct.. ='(

I NEED CHOCOLATE AND ICE-CREAM!!!

i'm ranting to ian now. great!

2006-06-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

hellos!

I'm back from my darn fun and enjoyable SF retreat and that's NOT a good thing =(
cos' noe i have to start on all those piles of A maths and chem homework.
somebody give me love! haha.

really spent a meaningful 2 days at Changi Fairy Point Chalet.
not only did i fellowship with the SFers! i also learnt about influencing through serving.
i ask god to give me sensitive eyes, servant's hands, heart and attitude for what good will it be if we do not serve others out of the sincerity and love of our hearts??
LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND! god is love!! =)

EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS APPEARED IN MY LIFE AND IMPACTED ME, THANK YOU!

goodbye!

2006-06-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

Whoever's out there, go catch the movie 'She's The Man!'
awesome chick flick for girls with the love for soccer =)
and a dream for that someone S.P.E.C.I.A.L
It's got me all hyped up for the World Cup!!
with Aviva tomorrow as well, I think my heartbeat, pulse and blood pressure rates would go BLAST! haha.
I keep believing in my Duke Orsino and
though it's way too unrealistic for my own good,
a girl can dream. Can't she?

Another thing that got my all hot and tired within a matter of minutes,
ARCADE!!
Only the shooting ones of course. heh.
It was so fun and I'm warning you guys, it's addictive.
I just kept wanting to play more.
Poor yozz and I ended up going up and down the levels just because we kept wanting to play somemore after we walked out.

love!

2006-05-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

How could this be happening
it must be a dream
a nightmare to be precise
cause in it you hated me

You looked at me with disgust
lothe and hatered too
yet i clung to you, held on tight
you, that mast in the raging sea

The waves were making me giddy
i puked, but you did not care
barrels of saltwater washed down my throat
burning my will, i despaired

The flinging of my being in the waves
tossing me around mercilessly
drowning, my breath of life gone
you remained heartless and cold

A flickering light in the distance
i knew there was someone there
though the chance to live was before me
to leave you, i could not bear

Stupid and crazy you may scream
its exasperating to reason with me
for how illogical it may seem to thee
it makes perfect sense to me

2006-05-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

i saw my father's hand holding a baby in the clouds while running by the road during cross-country. that's what i like to believe.

big thanks to ALL [teacher and friends alike] who took encouraged me along the tedious and lactic-acid-producing-in-the-muscles way!

muacks! to bev clar and evan for being special and not following the whole lot of people to the same place as we got onto an unknown bus 165 and let it take us where it took us. for we will go where the wind blows us to. which we gladly ended up in a quaint little mall comprising of just 2 stories. that ain't really a mall right? well, it was FUN in a quiet way. and have i mentioned all those marvelous books in TIMES that i so plan to get?

"what sizes do you carry?"

2006-05-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

YAYS!! no more examinations at least for the rest of this week. next week would be horror to get back all the results =(

today was FUN FUN FUN!!!!
actually it was quite uneventful
walked around bugis village to look for bags

me: its so hot. I LIKE THIS PLACE! [standing in front of a fan]
even: er... sarah, you're blcking somebody who's blowing
me: -turns back and looks at the lady sitting on the chair some distance away from the fan-
opps! >.<
clar and the others: *laughs*

went to mos burger and pearlyn and evan ate.
we were so fasinated with clar's milk tea and i wanted to help her pour in the milk but she wouldn't let me

clar: you want it to be a white arh!

then as pearlyn was sitting with clar, she was unable to eat her beef and rice thingy in peace.
poor pearlyn! should have warned her that clar had this THING for poor cows being eaten by man!

talked quite a bit in mos burger, about all our animal experience and while evan was telling her story of her being scratched by a cat while she was trying to make friends, she started CRYING!! everybody was stunned that she was crying and i personally thought that she was still hurt that the cat did not want to make friends with 6 year-old her.

we saw a CHOCOLATE FOUNTIAN!!!! yummy-licious!

took neos sharon and pearlyn happily took their own sweet time to decorate since there was no time limit! they were so happy! =)

okie. now's the EVENTFUL PART!!
clar, evan and i proceeded to east coast. the sky was a little dark already but no worries! we had to go there to fulfill our long-lost dream! sat on the breakwater [ which prevents soil erosion!] the waves were splashing higher and higher and i was getting SCARED! SERIOUS! furthermore, we kept on seeing the scary flashes of lightning in the sky! the worse part of that?

me: I SAW IT!!! *scared look*
evan: i saw it too, on you. the light was on you.
me: HUH!!!!
clar: but if you don't feel a tingling sensation its alright one. the lightning is not after you. if it is, then hurry up run and seek shelter.
me: -horrified look-
evan to clar: its the electrons moving up the body right?
clar: DON'T SCARE HER LA!
me: can we go can we go can we go....

after we went to sit down on the TABLE and talked and evan went to practise being emo, the rain got heavier and heavier. SO! WE DECIDED TO GO BACK! yet, we were held up by the loss of evan's handphone so we went in the drizzle to rescue her phone!!

and because we were held up, WE. WERE. STALKED!!! it was SCARY! =X
kudos to evan's over friendlyness! tsk van! haha.
there was this tall lanky guys with half a shirt on who was doing this. run. drop. do push-ups. run. drop. do push-ups. run. hug a tree. run. CLIMB a tree! it seems funny now but it was NOT funny then. it was strange. what was worse was that he waved to us from a distance and i, not thinking that anything was wrong WAVED BACK!!! how stupid was that!

here comes thescary part. he was sitting on the steps as we entered the DARK and LONG tunnel! then we started getting scared and started grabbing hands and then all of a sudden, WE RAN!!!! our hearts were beating super fast and all the blood was rushing madly in our arteries!

eventful right! cannot take it. tsktsk

oh the bus ride was nice! *winks at clar* haha

2006-05-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

BIG THANK YOU TO YOZZIE, BEV AND DORA FOR GIVING MY THAT LITTLE BIT OF FOOD TO WHET MY APPETITE DURING THE EXHAUSTING EXAM PERIOD!!! ^^

What if one day i jumped into the middle of the swimming pool with my clothes on??
What if i screamed before flinging myself into a whole lot of plastic balls [those you see in carnivals]??
What if i took 50 bucks to splurge on Kinder Bueno and ate them all in a day while watching WHAT A GIRL WANTS! ??
What if a bought a bottle of Marlot wine, emptied the entire bottle, fill it with shiny stars in soapy liquid and gave it to you as a christmas present??
What if one day i see you in the distance and run up to you grinning at FULL SPEED and jumped to hug you??
What if i decide to take up piano all over again??
What if i see the end of a rainbow ??

go ask me if you want to know what i would do k! =)

2006-04-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THEE SO THAT, MAUGRE ALL THY PRIDE
NOR WIT NOR REASON CAN MY PASSION HIDE.

OLIVIA IS PASSIONATE!

2006-04-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

i miss you..

the higher your hopes, the harder your fall
and the more painful it gets..

what right did i have to believe that i would be in the top 5
all i did was cause myself to be hurt just a little deeper..
i don't want to see
but i can't stop myself from wanting to be a part of your life..

you still make me worry
you know?

2006-04-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

im stressed.. *cries* really..
-pouts-
[haven't done that in ages]
i want macadamien cookies!
opps! ><>
this is an entry with absolutely NO relation with what's happening at this current moment
just in case anyone's wondering why it sound so senseless

tenderness is not a reliable platform to base one's judgement on
like a cool breeze sweeping past.
it lifts you up
lets you feel light and allows you to fly
then.
all of a sudden its gone
and you fall hard onto the cold stone ground
yet the hurt comes not from the impact of the fall
but the impact of the realisation
that everything you once loved has failed you
your eyes open to the glorious truth
only god will never fail you

sincere thanks to you for calling.. ^^

2006-04-22T13:09:00.000+08:00

why is it that i care so much for someone that doesn't really deserve it. it feels bad. painful. it HURTS like crap!! argh! i feel cheated of time effort and feelings and its all because of you. why don't you just go away. wait. you are. i hate myself for not being able to let you go. i hate it so much. i want to scream but my parents are around. i want to throw a bottle of my frustration in to the sea but i don't want to harm the poor fishes. i want to just. just. walk away from EVERY SINGLE THING! but i can't bring myself to detach myself. you mean too much.. ARGH!!! my concern and efforts are not being recognised or appreciated so why in the whole wide world am i trying so freaking hard! this irritates me. a lot. shoots man!

i worry for so many people... why doesn't anyone worry about me...
Lord i need you.. cos' only you can give me full comfort and understanding..

2006-04-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

i really like you but i can't like you

i'm not supposed to like you

at least not like like you

but actually i can

can't i?

and you too!

i don't like guessing games.

why must life be so confusing...

i'm so incoherent now

shoots.

my priorities are blurred

not for my studies though

argh.

hello.

i can't wait to go

back to the story where i come from

i want to know

if i should leave

now and forever more

i had a wonderful morning.

i smiled at what i saw

heard

and felt

but i'm not sure if i really liked it

see how messed up i am!

2006-04-14T10:08:00.001+08:00

i wish and dream for loads of things.. really perfect-o things but i guess its because of that i don't get them.. sometimes, you wish really hard and pray really sincerely for certain stuff but you just don't get them yet others do. its hard not to feel a little bit jealous. =( you know what. i'm just going to focus and appreciate what God has given me and be happy about that! yeapp.

yesterday was a wonderful moment spent with yozz after not being able to go home with her for AGES! we really opened up about some stuff that had been bothering both of us, while eating chicken wings! + nuggets =)) heh. she was really happy and i was really touched till a point in time when i was seriously about to cry.. thank you yozz. for EVERYTHING. *hugs*

MTP was really short. the talk was 15 min! how short is that. but its quite cool and sng was surprisingly eloquent despite being a first-timer. -laughs- =)
thinking is hard work and it hurts the brain! but if that's going to be the only way to get my A, i'm going to do it.

2006-04-05T16:05:00.001+08:00

there will always be this significant date that i will remember. 3rd apr 06. we officially step down. actually, up till today, i was still not that sad yet. i guess reality hasn't really sunk in yet. yet today, as i wrote a letter to my vice-captain... i was overwhealmed with a sick feeling. a very sick stomach=bottomless pit kindof feeling which is not at all comforting. i'm so going to miss you guys...fooling around during training [ more of me watching you li'l children fool around] and slogging our hearts out during runs and footwork. actually its not that bad yar. heh.

take care my beloved team. thank you for putting in much effort and perseverence during the conpetitions. continue to strive hard in both CCA as well as studies yea?? jia youus!!! =)

yesterday i met weishan! [my dearest senior] while i was straightening in the library!! yays! then i was very unhappy cos' i didn't like straightening. she said,"why you like so bu gan yuan like that? -smiles-" " cos' im not. -pouts" then she proceeded to pat my head! =))) its been a long time since anyone did that and an even longer time since i saw her. weishan!!!! ^^

2006-03-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

youying is a button-nosed angel! :)

We went over to the playground opposite the church after BS and while munching on tapioca chips, we shared... about friends and studies and loads of other random topics. though i haven't really gotten the answers i was looking for to my problems, just saying it out made it all much more easy to bear. at least i don't feel so alone now. thanks yozz!

then there was this little boy who was climbing all over the playground. yozz and i were 'playing' with him. he would peep through the bars and the minute we looked at him and smiled, he would squeal and hide back behind the slide. then when he slid down the tunnel slide, we grinned at him as he emerged at the end, he squealed again and scurried back up! haha.

today has been great! really. thank god for the friends he sends to me...
hope next week would be bearable since i would be missing lots of lessons and test due to competitions! :(

2006-03-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

The Miracle of a Brother's Song
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way,she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling.
They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day,night after night, Michael sang to his sister in Mommy's tummy.
He was building a bond of love with his Little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?
Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born.But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St.Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee. The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst. Karen and her husband contacted a local cemetery about a burial plot. They had fixed up a special room in their house for their new baby but now they found themselves having to plan for a funeral.
Michael, however, kept begging his parents to let him see his sister. I want to sing to her, he kept saying. Week two in intensive care looked as if a funeral would come before the week was over. Michael kept nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. Karen decided to take Michael whether they liked it or not.
If he didn't see his sister right then, he may never see her alive. She dressed him in an oversized scrub suit and marched him into ICU. He looked like a walking laundry basket. The head nurse recognized him as a child and hellowed, "Get that kid out of here now. No children are allowed."
The mother rose up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glared steel-eyed right into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.
"He is not leaving until he sings to his sister" she stated. Then Karen towed Michael to his sister's bedside. He gazed at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. After a moment, he began to sing. In the pure-hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sang: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me " happy when skies are gray." Instantly the baby girl seemed to respond.
The pulse rate began to calm down and become steady. "Keep on singing Michael," encouraged Karen with tears in her eyes. "You never know, dear, How much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away."
As Michael sang to his sister, the baby's ragged, strained breathing became as smooth as a kitten's purr. "Keep on singing, sweetheart."
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms". Michael's little sister began to relax as rest, healing rest, seemed to sweep over her.
"Keep on singing, Michael." Tears had now conquered the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glowed.
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't take my sunshine away..." The next, day...the very next day...the little girl was well enough to go home. Woman's Day Magazine called it The Miracle of a Brother's Song. The medical staff just called it a miracle. Karen called it a miracle of God's love.
NEVER GIVE UP ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. LOVE IS SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL.
Life is good.

2006-03-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

"The Piano"

Wishing to encourage her young son's progress on the piano, a mother took the small boy to a Paderewski concert.After they were seated, the mother spotted a friend in the audience and walked down the aisle to greet her.Seizing the opportunity to explore the wonders of the concert hall, the little boy rose and eventually explored his way through a door marked "NO ADMITTANCE."When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that her son was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage.

In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit." "Keep playing."Then leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child and he added a running obbligato.Together, the old master and the young novice transformed a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience.The audience was mesmerized.

That's the way it is with God. What we can accomplish on our own is hardly noteworthy. We try our best, butthe results aren't exactly graceful flowing music. But with the hand of the Master, our life's work truly can be beautiful.Next time you set out to accomplish great feats, listen carefully. You can hear the voice of the Master, whispering in your ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing." Feel His loving arms around you. Know that His strong hands are playing theconcerto of your life.

i love to listen to the piano.

2006-03-15T10:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday was real enjoyable! i was sitting down reading my book [which made dora call me a bookworm :p] when siew boon came and sat down beside me. then she asked me if i was a christian and i said yes and this started a wonderful conversation of should i say sharing between us!

SB:I go to church and jump jump sing sing and cry cry! like waterfall like that!
S: lol and *grins madly*
SB: there was a 78 year old lady who got baptised spiritually at the back when we were jumping in front! she was like [ reaches hands out to demostrate] ... then i cried!
S: wow...
SB & S: it so amazing right!!! yesyesyes!!

and this went on for quite some time. it really is a joy to share amazing and really comforting blessings with sisters and brothers in christ! a friendship centered at God is really great!! loves!
this sharing of this aspect of our lives really reminded me of God's grace and mercy and blessings! especially since my whole week is really quite packed and i still haven't found time to do quiet time yet, this sharing did a whole lot of good to me!

the week has and is going to be crazy!

monday: leader's invest + badminton
tuesday: leader's invest + CIP
wednesday: badminton + tuition
thursday: lessons + stuff
friday: leader's invest + badminton

oh no!! i seriously need to talk to siew boon more! :)))

God's princess [sarah]

2006-03-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

a darling friend sent me this email quite some time ago and i read it, felt it and then cast it aside. now i see it again on clar's blog and i started to tear..

A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery.Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news.That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forcedDiana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing.At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces,they already knew she was perilously premature.Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs."I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could."There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one."Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived.She would never walk, she would never talk, she would probably be blind, and she would certainly be prone to other catastrophic conditions from cerebral palsy to complete mental retardation, and on and on.

"No! No!" was all Diana could say.She and David, with their 5-year-old son Dustin, had long dreamed of the day they would have a daughter to become a family of four. Now, within a matter of hours, that dream was slipping away.But as those first days passed, a new agony set in for David and Diana.Because Dana's underdeveloped nervous system was essentially 'raw', the lightest kiss or caress only intensified her discomfort, so they couldn't even cradle their tiny baby girl against their chests to offer the strength of their love. All they could do, as Dana struggled alone beneath the ultraviolet light in the tangle of tubes and wires, was to pray that God would stay close to their precious little girl.There was never a moment when Dana suddenly grew stronger.But as the weeks went by, she did slowly gain an ounce of weight here and an ounce of strength there.At last, when Dana turned two months old, her parents were able to hold her in their arms for the very first time. And two months later, though doctors continued to gently but grimly warn that her chances of surviving, much less living any kind of normal life, were next to zero, Dana went home from the hospital, just as her mother had predicted.

Five years later, when Dana was a petite but feisty young girl with glittering gray eyes and an unquenchable zest for life. She showed no signs whatsoever of any mental or physical impairment. Simply, she was everything a littlegirl can be and more. But that happy ending is far from the end of her story.

One blistering afternoon in the summer of 1996 near her home in Irving, Texas, Dana was sitting in her mother's lap in the bleachers of a local ball park where her brother Dustin's baseball team was practicing.As always, Dana was chattering nonstop with her mother and several other adults sitting nearby when she suddenly fell silent.

Hugging her arms across her chest, little Dana asked,"Do you smell that?"Smelling the air and detecting the approach of a thunderstorm, Diana replied, "Yes, it smells like rain."Dana closed her eyes and again asked, "Do you smell that?"Once again, her mother replied, "Yes, I think we're about to get wet. It smells like rain."Still caught in the moment, Dana shook her head, patted her thin shoulders with her small hands and loudly announced,"No, it smells like Him.It smells like God when you lay your head on His chest."Tears blurred Diana's eyes as Dana happily hopped down to play with the other children.Before the rains came, her daughter's words confirmed what Diana and all the members of the extended Blessing family had known, at least in their hearts, all along.During those long days and nights of her first two months of her life, when her nerves were too sensitive for them to touch her, God was holding Dana on His chest and it is His loving scent that she remembers so well.

it really reassures me that God will always be there to hold me and love me even thru' the toughest and hardest and loneliest times in my life. a mere 16 year old couldn't possibly experience so much to really realise how much God means but the few times that i have felt as if all my friends have deserted me, God was there to provide and care for me. God will never leave me nor forsake me. the feeling is one of the most conforting silence and security.

iloveyou jesus.. more than anything

2006-03-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

-frowns-
oh man.. i don't like this at all..
i just don't understand how someone can be so at ease and happy with herself. i can't seem to be able to achieve that.. i really want to but its really difficult. just today, someone said something and that immediately made me doubt my actions and the way i portray myself. i don't think she meant anything deliberately but nevertheless, it did affect me. its tough and pretty impossible to be so happy with oneself that you don't mind what others say. at all.

yet on the other hand, i know that im special just the way i am and the most important person in my life, God, loves me for me. its perfectly normal and acceptable for me to have personal worries and troubles. so why do i feel so insecure??

you know. i read my friends blog and they seem so happy and contented with their lives, each day filled with meaning and purpose. friends keep them company like forever. and smiles are no fewer than the most you can count. does this mean that they have no tears and frowns in their lives?? i don't think so. everyone has her fair share of problems up and down and its just the different way we approach them that determines the outcome and emotions that dawn upon us.

oh yayness!! penning down my thoughts have surely helped me realise the 'solution' to my problem with myself! before this, i asked God why it was that i felt so troubled and worried and i believe that God wrapped his arms and provided me with that security to take away that li'l uneasiness. thank you God!

now at least i'm happier.

2006-03-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

it's my birthday!
then why is it i don't feel as happy as i should be...

it was a really meaningful way of spending this special day. relaxing at East Coast beach with bev then scrumptious lunching with dearest clarice & charlena!

arranged to meet bev at marine parade macs at 10:30. while waiting, i decided to be kiddish and sat with Mr. Ronald Macdonald on the bench! the addictive wind plus Mr. Macdonald made me feel so happy today was my birthday! we went to buy apple strudel before heading to the beach. by the time we reached, it was pretty hot and so we decided to eat our tempting strudel first. the first bite was gorgeous!! the cool cream and apple bits oozzed out and filled our mouths. yumyum! after that we wrote a birthday wish for me in the sand and took loads of memorable pictures! the first time i celebrated my birthday at the beach! [ my ultimate favourite place]char
thanks bev!

lunching with clar and char was awesome! after soo duperly long, i finally met sis again!! we ate at Delifrance and took ages to pick our dishes. by the time we were ready to order, menus were strewn all across the table. but i thought that looked artistic! heh. char order some beef curry with a ball ball bread and clar was feeling all symphathetic for the poor pig! clarice! haha.
shared about our experiences with guys.. memories of primary school.. pro and cons of being in a mixed school.. valentines' day.. i don't really care about the random topics we talked about but i sure miss these times that we get together to just hang out and shared stuff.. thank you so much my dearest sis and sis's bro! it really means so so much to me.

its times that i spend with my friends that makes everythings seem much more special than they actually are. thank you so much.. for making my birthday a real sweet sixteen.

oh! gervais! sent me an birthday greeting via email fom overseas!! thanks for remembering. it sincerely made me happy. =)

love!

2006-03-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

great day spent with clarice!

got to thank God for the awesome time invested in our friendship cos' my mum was a li'l apprehensive bout letting me go and study together. thank you!

we went to macs to study or should i say do our heaps of homework. bleahh. then since she didn't bring her jacket and it was freezing inside, she borrowed mine and then lent it back. heh. i bought 3 hashbrowns!! yummy! crispy outside and soft/chewy inside! clar got hotcakes which i ate for the first time in my entire life! i was spreading that dollar-look-alike butter on my hotcake and we both agreed that it looked like cheese, in the good way of course. smooth, creamy and mmm..

oh! and we gave Mdm Yeo a 'Thank You' GEMS card! she was so enthusiastic about serving her every customer. cute!

it got so cold that we decided to go to the CC and i was squealing across the road! credit goes to clar for leaving me behind. some people just don't know when to quit. the uncles in the CC were literally taking turns to come out and 'choke' us to death. second-hand smokers have a higher risk of getting... i don't know what but its bad!! then after they kept on coming. i got so upset i got up and i think clar got shocked. a little. did you, clar?? then we went back to macs.

finished up. then we walked around heartlandmall 'sensibly' from 3:15 - 4:15. clar got her tution time mixed up. it was supposed to be 5:15. that silly girl! so we had to go to macs and eat an apple pie. deliberately trying to seem busy by talking to hazie on the speaker phone till 4:45. hilarious! we got to get together more often and bond hazie cos' you make me laugh!

it was a really fun day minus all the e maths question which clar and i didn't know how to do! its times like these that we spend with each other that make life seem a little more enjoyable :))

no more homework, at least for tomorrow. yayness!!!

ciao!

2006-03-06T09:42:00.000+08:00

colours fill me with:

white- appreciation for colours. heh.
red- immense contentment
yellow- smiley faces
orange- pleasant laughter
blue- much needed serenity
purple- patience
pink- girly ambitions
green- comfortable silence
silver- glittery desires
twinkles- shiny dancing!

black- uncomfortable headaches
grey & murky brown- bleah

my first random post!

may your life be filled with the many colours that God put there to help you grow.
stronger.
braver.
and happier.

ciao li'l angels!